prayers needed

mythunderbird · prayers needed

i need some prayers and good thoughts from ya all, life right now is just not working out really good, got so many problems right now, both pysical and also in my family, my hubby don''t seem to understand how expensive everything is and now want a detailed accounting of all the money, which to me says he doesn't trust me, i know alot of ya think well maybe he just wants to know , but its alot more than that. i hav had bad feelings for months now from him not acting right and treating me with rudeness and anger, ever since his mom died he has not been the same person and while i am trying to over look everything it is getting to the point i am about ready to leave. my only problem is i have no money , no job,no credintials to get a job, and am disabled adn need my meds on top of it all, so i feel so helpless, i wish right now god would help me out of my miserys. life has to be better than this , it just has to, i did do something today that i shocked even myself with, i applied for a job with costco, if they call me i will be shocked, but i had tio start somewhere.money is so tight i am struggling with the bills even and now for him to make me count every penny is getting to me big time
today he says to me, do you have the accountability list, im like the WHAT?? HE SAYS the slip i asked you to make that showes where MY money goes. not the money not our money HIS money. i am deperate almost to the point am going to have to sell some of my family jewlery to make enough money to survive for the rest of the month, those of you who know me know i don't ask for help, never have i asked anyone to do anything for me cause i want to be independant but now its cometo the point that if anyone has any answers or suggestions for me please pm or list them here. i can;t take much more

i love you guys

DogwoodKari

*hugs* Oh Vicki, I wish so much I had all the answers for you. You have my prayers and love and hugs sent your way daily.
You know you're always welcome here hun!
I just wish we were closer.

Just know I love ya my friend and no matter what I always will. Hang in there.

JazzRizz

I wish I had an answer to all your problems. . .
I will continue to pray for you.

Miss Kitty

Sending thoughts and prayers your way..