DogwoodKari
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prayersi cannot say why but i would appreciate some prayers for me. just for strength to make it through. because, some days i don't know if i can anymore.
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TX CrochetLover
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Hey girl, count on us to give you support. Praying for you dear.
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Colyak Crocheter
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I'm sending you good and happy thoughts to get through this, Kari.
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Miss Kitty
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The support team is here...Sending hugs and prayers your way.
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vernzap
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I'm sending up prayers for you and lots and lots of happy thoughts are heading your way.
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JazzRizz
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Prayers, hugs, & happy thoughts headed your way!
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GinaLaughed
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Yes, lotsa hugs and prayers headed your way, Kari!
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jchllm
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Hugs and prayers...headed your way!!
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PhoenixTears62
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I am praying for you Kari. I think I know how you feel hon. I have been in the same boat lately. PM me if you want to chat hon. Hugs:)
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mythunderbird
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prayers being sent heaven bound for you darling. i hope u are doing alright, remember sweetie you are not alone and are always surrounded by gods and our love. hang in there sweetie
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DogwoodKari
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I have been having a really really hard time dealing with the things my father did to me. Usually I'm ok but for some reason here lately I have been having such a hard time dealing.
My husband told someone that my father sold me to this guy who kept me in a cage for years and I think having it said out loud really messed with me. After I told my family and they disowned me saying his lies that I ran away I have never ever spoken it out loud. I told my husband by writing it down.
does this make sense? I mean I have come to terms, or at least I thought I did...
Anyway I really need some prayers right now as I handle all these feelings that seem to be so overwhelming at times.
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Colyak Crocheter
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Oh Kari, I wish I could just come over and give you a big hug. Since I can't, here .
Please hang in there and know that we all care about you.
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vernzap
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Kari, you are in my prayers. I want to say something to give you comfort, but I don't know the words. I hope that you are able to find peace. Take care of yourself, and remember that we are here for you.
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JazzRizz
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I wish I was closer . . . I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this. I'm sending you hugs and prayers for the strenght to get through this.
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LadyHhere
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absolutelyprayers & the angel Michael (the warrior) to help you fight thru this. My mother always told me the things I said were a lie or I didn't remember right or something but I was always wrong.. I got so I didn't bother and when I got to like late 20s on & wanted to remember I couldn't so I have to write a lot of notes.
You were sharing with your husband but I don't think since you couldn't even say it out loud to him he should have shared what you told him but he did its done and now it should be easier for you to let it go.
You don't have to put blame or shame any place -- you are a great person and if you don't believe it just look above... the hardest thing to do is to forgive ourselves but if you've done nothing wrong it should be easier. You have choices .... hold onto this & let it eat at you or put it away in the past under bad experiences/learning experiences and look at what your life is now. Sorry all to be so long but with all the mess my childhood & early teens/20s were.... it hurts to see someone suffering.
beating starting as a young child like 4 & 5 on up I always feel responsible or guilty about things whether I am or not - have gotten better in the last several yrs. But have to work at it all the time. You take care and know there are lots of people that care for you & sometimes the best part is they aren't family so don't have to
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Miss Kitty
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   Sending big hugs your way for the strenght to fine some peace..
I know about the felling you get. You don't think about it for awhile go on with life. Then all of a sudden something triggers the memory and you relive it as it it was yesterday.. Kinda like a panic attack..
Praying that you can get though this..
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TX CrochetLover
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Kari, there is great evil in some people. And unfortunately, some others can't recognize truth or won't recognize it when they hear it. My heart clenched up when I read your post. Dear Kari, know this: Friends give their ears, their support, their hearts to you. We are sending hope and love to you.
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Froggy
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Kari
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Kahud48
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Here Kari
Link:
Don’t Give Up
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jchllm
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Kari, I can certainly empathize with you.
There are times when things are harder than they were a minute ago or a minute from now. We have to allow ourselves the pain and learn that from that pain we begin to heal.
If there was no pain, that means you would have no feelings, you would be hearless......we can tell how big a heart you have.....
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Yarntails
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Kari,
I've added you in my prayer journal, and I empathize so much! God understands, even though we don't, and even though some days our anger and sadness just overwhelm us. He's ever close to us, though we may not feel it so. May He keep you safe and may you have justice.
I echo the others; I wish you lived closer.
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